Broken...

I really have no words right now, but I think that this song fills what I am feeling at this moment...When I am feeling better, I may blog about what I am feeling and what has happened, but the emotions are too raw in this moment and I know that they would get the better of me and that is not appropriate right now. Please, keep me in your prayers as I am in a discernment process right now. Please understand that this is not life threatening or dangerous in any sense. I am feeling broken, frail, weak, disconnected, and frightened, but above all I am seeking to reconnect with God to understand the will for my life in this moment and the moments to come. As they become clearer for me, I will share them, but right now, they are dim...

Porcelain Heart
Barlowgirl

broken heart
one more time
pick yourself up
why even cry
broken pieces in your hands
wonder how you'll make it whole

CHORUS:
you know
you pray
this cant be the way
you cry
you say
somethings gotta change
and mend this porcelain heart of mine
of mine....

someone said
a broken heart
would sting at first then make you stronger
you wonder why this pain remains
were hearts made whole just to break

CHORUS:

you know
you pray

this can't be the way
you cry
you say
something's gotta change
and mend this porcelain heart of mine...

Creator only you take brokeness
and create it into beauty once again

Chorus:

you know
you pray
this cant be the way
you cry
you say somethings gotta change
you know
you pray
this cant be the way
you cry
you say somethings gotta change
and mend this porcelain heart
please mend this porcelain heart of mine
of mine

Creator mend this heart